Friday, May 16, 2008

So, that field trip with my son? It was a ton of fun. I loved just being a mom....and the kids were good. I just hope it's just as fun when I go with my class (who am I kidding....it will be fun, but just as fun??)

Ask any teacher, and they will tell you the last few weeks of school are the hardest. Well, folks, that time is here! I'm so excited to be almost done with the year, because it means I have taught these kids all I can in this year, but I'm really sad too. I will really miss these kids. They really are a very caring group most of the time, and I think praying for them every day has helped me look at them with new eyes. Some of them live really difficult lives, and I just hope I was able to make their days a little happier. I also love that I can kinda let go a little this time of year and really just have fun with them. I can let down my guard a little, and enjoy their personalities.

Now, the tough stuff. I'm second-guessing a big decision I made not long ago. Then I second guess my second guess. I don't know what to do. HELP! I hate that I can't ever make a decision and stick with it! I know what I need to do to make this decision, but grrr..My head really feels like it's spinning!! I guess that's just life, folks!

But, right now, the kids are outside playing, the weather is beautiful, and I have some silence. Wait, why am I sitting on the computer again?!? Oh yeah, because I can...did I mention my house is quiet? Like silent? Ah, the sweet sound of nothing! Now, it's off to do some cleaning (or not).

See you soon!

1 comment:

  1. I completely agree about the end of the year....and the most difficult part for me? I missing it! :( I've come back and I'm coming back for some things but it's not the same! :(

    As for your second guessing...if you need someone to talk to or just vent to...let me know!!!!

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