The End, and the B eginning

So, just a quick note to let you know what's happening. It's official. I'm divorced. We had the hearing this morning, and the judge granted our motion. It was a very bittersweet 1/2 an hour. I know in my heart that I have done the right thing, and we will both be better people and better parents without the "us". However, it was the end of a marriage, and probably the end of a friendship (although I hope not). That was sad, I married someone at 18 years old I thought I would fight for to the grave. And I'll admit, I cried the whole time we were in court because I couldn't hold on to that promise. (And yes, I'd still fight for him...I just want the best for him and hope he knows that!)

But, life goes on, and I know I'm strong and have wonderful, resilient kids who can learn from our mistakes. I can hold my head up high because the decisions I made were what I thought were best for the kids, and with their best interests in mind. I hope someday they can look back on this and know I did the best for them I could.

I bought myself a ring today that says, "Everything is possible, when you have faith". Amen?

And so, the beginning of Staying Positive Among the Chaos, chapter 2.



(p.s. Thanks to all my friends and family for your support during this really hard 2 years. You will never know how much it has meant to me to be able to bounce things off you again, and again, and again. You have shown me what true friendship is, and I hope to be that kind of friend to ALL of you. Oh, and with my speech, I'd also like to say a special shout out to my lawyer (and friend)...thanks for helping me get through this with my millions still intact...) LOVE YOU ALL!